December 2011
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“Never make someone your everything because when he/she is gone, you are nothing.”
– Natasha F.
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Adapting
Me: Why can't I EVER EVER EVER make it above average? It's always always always on the borderline, ngam ngam... average. I want to feel like, I've mastered and conquered the challenge(s) I dove into, the ones I purposely put myself into which are sometimes the result of no options by the parents. I'd love to feel some sense of great achievement :( *Gone hyper. Sighing about how Uni isn't all beds of roses.*
Him: You know what, b? Despite you being average, I'm so proud of you. Think about it, not many people at your age out there is already doing Degree now. I mean, look at me! (silently, not that I care what others think about me, 20 years old and ...) but yeah! You get my point.
Me: Awwwh, why you so... sweet? and so far! Wanna sqooooshy hug you :( It's just that.. Since schooling days, I have always wanted to show my parents (my dad especially) that I've become SOMEONE. Y'know, make him proud that kindof shindig.
Him: I know.. but you know what, you're thinking too much. You always do, TOO MUCH! You should not doubt yourself and don't give up just yet. Maybe your chance to feeeeeel some sense of great achievement is not now? Perhaps, in the future? Keep believing & stay striving.
Me: Hihi, thank you :') I love you.
Him: You know I love you more!
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